The path was going very well I never thoughts i would have trouble with any lures or lusts. I always disliked booze. I would actually laugh to myself and say “I get this” But I realized just how powerless i really am. It got to get me. I don’t want to come here and spread any negativity, I hate negativity. But … But I have never felt so powerless before. I am a believer. Yet the conceive still came to me, where I to want open it all up. And I still can’t seem to let it go. I still have time to get out of this. But I feel so powerless right now.
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