A few weeks ago I realized that I was not my ego. I was behind her. I was watching and expiriencing my ego and all I had to do to leave was detach from that ego if I wanted to see what I really was. I had had smaller risings like this but they used to frighten me because I interpreted them and felt trapped, But this time as I separated I stopped at this realization that I was not an individual I imagine or maybe that all expiriences were is in relation to that pride? It wasnt suspicion, I’m not sure what to call it other than perhaps I was attached to that mind about myself, like I was used to it. I will keep working on my meditaton practice, but how have any of you let go of who you thought you were?
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