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I hate everyone. I hate myself. I love everyone. I love myself. Why am I so dualistic?

I’m almost disgusted by all the ego I insure. Whether it be online, in person, or in the mirror … I can merely … realize narcissism, and it originates me disturb. I even feel I detest it. I hate other people’s ability of self, just as I dislike my own smell of self. I affection other beings as I enjoy nyself…

Maybe I’m envious. I dunno. Man I “ve got a lot” of quashed feelings and everything there is merely builds me detest everyone. These are thoughts and feelings I have. I don’t go around all day hating everyone, if anything I mostly go around loving everyone, but I suppose the flip side of loving everyone so much is disliking everyone so much. “The wolf you feed” yada yada I know…

I hate this dualism I live in. For everything I visualize and feel, I conceive and feel the opposite … So yes, I desire this dualism I live in too…

Why am I even building the post…

submitted by / u/ SlepGudOistr [ relate ] [ observes ]

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