vent/seeking for help

sometimes I bid I never even found out about spirituality and show cuz I mentally can’t give myself to be sad and be human bc i think that will f up my manifestations but I can’t view it in anymore I feel like I’m about to explode passions are just pilling up for months away I’m lying to myself that I’m penalize and joyful daily and I’m not i feel angry and sad all the time I time i can’t brace it in anymore I have tried everything and my appearances are not working too for months now nothing is coming into reality can someone tell me wtf am I supposed to do how to handle this and how to unblock my manifestations

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