Hi 🙂 Looking to acquire knowledge about my experiences with what i’m going to refer to as incubus beasts( call them what you wish ). It’s a little embarrassing to write about my experiences with these, so please only reply if you have knowledge on special topics or have similar experiences.
From a young age I tolerated with severe depression( for as long as I could remember, even as a toddler) and I would ever tell my mom that I accepted I had demons inside of me( though I was raised in an atheist household ).
After a suicide try and as I grew up and detected my spirituality, I started to feel in control of my force and was less depressed hence but the entities are still around. I check them in my sleep( sleep paralysis) and feel them when I am awake. I’ve reached a point in my spirituality where I can see through my eyelids, astral job and communicate with spirit but I also think it comes with feeling/ visualizing negative entities/ beasts more often.
I merely experienced “the worlds largest” vivid’ incubus’ sleep paralysis in my life because I was altogether awake but “ve had my” attentions closed with an eye mask on. Here’s how it travelled and where it gets a little weird; I lay down in my bed and reflected for about 40 hours. I parent my vibration to a target where I could feel myself floating above my person. I stayed in that state for a while, and eventually exactly fell asleep and had beautiful dreams of areas and heydays and “ve been with” my loved ones.
Once I had wholly woken up, but my seeings were still closed under my eye mask( it was mid-day ), I called upon an incubus because I was feeling rather … well … h* rny, and I is a well-known fact that they’ve certainly quenched me before unfortunately. This was a very stupid thing to do considering I had just worked to raise my tremor. Is it possible that an incubus felt my strong life force/ positive intensity from my musing and coaxed me into this to steal some for themselves? The instant I had the idea to let one in, it enrolled me, and I accepted it. Once I voted in favour of this report into me, I felt a whoosh come up onto my whole organization and pinned me down. It soon no longer became sexual and was just me, pinned down, feeling my entirety person tingle as exertion was being sucked out of me. I first felt terrified as I do when I know’ sleep’ paralysis but recollected to stay calm, started checking my figure from manager to toe with adoration vigor and called upon Archangel Michael and the wizard progressively ended, at which point I taken away from my eye mask, but it took quite a bit of effort/ go. I was wholly awake during the experience and was no longer asleep, even though it is did fully paralyze me so I wasn’t able to open my eyes despite being awake.( Hard to explain or feel if you haven’t suffered it yourself !)
After I get up, I spoke out loud, tried relegating the entity with my oaths, told it to find what it’s looking for elsewhere. After I did, I checked my phone for the time and it was 1:11 pm.
I am mesmerized by everything I’ve been knowledge since my spiritual waken begun and am looking to discuss/ gain a better understanding/ hear about other experiences. Thank you for remaining nature and non-judgemental 🙂< 3
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